Tsk, tsk blogger. Tsk.

I'm sorry dear blog. I bet you feel used, don't you? Almost a year ago I ranted and raved to you and you listened so intently with your little bloggy ears. Then poof, I abandoned you. I apologize. It was selfish and thoughtless of me. Maybe I can take you out for dinner soon.

This Christmas was a Christmas of reflection for me. I realized it had been a year since the last one. Obviously. But the last one was different. And by different, I mean fucking terrible. Worst Christmas ever. So bad, I pretended it wasn't Christmas and didn't celebrate it.

As bad as the memory of it is, I am thankful for that memory. It made me realize how absolutely blessed I am only a year later. This Christmas was spent with new friends and old friends, family and music, gifts and food and love. It was perfect. I am so thankful for where I am now, and excited about where I feel like I can go next.

Last year I got pushed to the ground. Through the course of that year, I picked myself up, dusted myself off, and made myself better. I am proud of me.

In other news, I have a new boyfriend. Seven months and still feels like the first time we kissed. He's a good man and is treating me with this new thing....maybe you have heard of it blog? It's called "respect." Ree-spekt. Emphasis on the spekt.

I made a new friend also, his name is Ezhini. He's Indian.

I made another new friend, her name is Rachel. She's the shit.

I still love Nazgul. Duh.

I work out 5 days a week now and am very much in love with my job.

I'm still blond.

I love my life. Thanks for being patient blog. I promise I'll be a better friend to you.