I recently realized that I tell my boyfriend too much information. Doesn't that sound silly? I thought that honesty and openness was part of a healthy relationship. I've had on more than one occasion and in more than one relationship, someone older and more experienced than me tell that I tell the man I love a bit too much. I tell him more than he needs to know. It sucks because I tell him these things because I feel like I should be able to. He's supposed to be my best friend, right? But not when they back fire. I see what these women, my mother included, are saying. I just don't agree with it. I suppose I will follow their advice, because I see that it can be beneficial. Something about it....it just doesn't feel right. I suppose though, if the shoe were on the other foot, there are things that might happen to my man sometimes that I don't need to hear about. I don't want to hear about the hot girl in the elevator complimenting him on his perfect biceps.
Maybe I'll get the hang of this "relationship" thing some day. I'm workin' on it!
In other news, I've lost three pounds.
In other news, I still feel like a cow.
This blogging thing is great, I really think that. Sadly though, it let's me see a side to a dear friend of mine that makes my heart break for her. Sometimes I just want to shake her. She feels mediocre and what I wish she could see is that there are tons of people, myself included that are jealous of her! That wish they could be more like her. My heart feels 10 sizes too small when I compare it to hers. She's such a gem. I just love her. Don't get me wrong blog, I love you too. But you don't have perfect teeth and eyes the color of green olives cut in half.
I'm going to have sex tonight. Thank god. It's been 5 days due to my lady parts being "out of order" and let me tell you asexual blog friend, I'm pretty fucking excited about it. No pun intended.
Mostly garbage today. Sorry. I just felt you were due a blog...blog. Talk to you soon.
you are a magnificent gem- for which i am so glad to be able to hold for as long as i can.
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